Happy New Year

ZOMG! Guess who cried 10573 times last year? Yes, yes, "Sugar" from Survivor did. But who else? Yes, I did. Yep, it sure was an emotional year for me. Not only did I cry 10573 times but I also destroyed my room out of rages 1512 times and found myself uncontrollably happy 3844 times. Hmmm, strange...

What did I do on New Year's Eve? Played Eternal Sonata. That's right, I played videogames. My mum ditched me to go have crazy drunk sex with Jon so I was left all alone. I didn't mind, I got to finish Eternal Sonata. It was a good game, it confused the hell out of me, but it was a good game. Missionaries came a'knocking and gave me a speech about Jesus Christ. Yes, I cried. And yes, I cried again when they left. And then I cried a couple more times when I realized that the two random missionary girls were the only people who had been nice to me all day. I don't blame the missionaries, they didn't know I was a bitch. If they had, I'm certain they would have shunned me just as much as everyone else did that day.

What goes around comes around, Scott. I certainly learned that the hard way last year when my bitchiness got reflected right back at me in a flaming spiral of chaos. After years of me being a complete bitch to everyone in the world with no consequences, I finally got what was coming to me last year when everybody started to retaliate. If I was a bitch, they were a bitch back. If I did something wrong, I got ignored or yelled at. I was rather shocked, really. When everybody started to get really upset, I thought "Hmmm... Maybe, I shouldn't be a bitch" so I tried not being a bitch a couple of times throughout the year, but of course, I failed miserably. Asking me not to be a bitch is like asking men to give birth. Maybe this year, I will be able to change. I can go for a bitchless Scotty. I dunno, I'll give it a try.

HIGHLIGHTS: Well, I've got to start with VERONICA MARS!!! I love this show to bits and those few weeks where I watched the whole thing with my brother were some of the best weeks last year. I'm so glad I got to see the awesomeness that is Veronica Mars. While we're talking about TV shows, I also loved watching Buffy and Angel for the 52nd time. I really see them in a different light now that I'm older, especially Angel. I found myself making fun of it more and more because let's face it, the majority of these shows is complete crap. GEOGRAPHY! No, not for the actual geography (who the fuck cares about THAT?) but all the fun times making fun of the Orc, discussing the attractiveness of fictional lions (LAURA!) and reading Twilight. (Speaking of Twilight, has anybody seen the movie? It was amazing. Oh no, wait, it wasn't.) Meeting new friends was another highlight last year such as; Emily, Fflur and of course, Melissa. I love these girls and I'm so happy that I didn't have anybody else to sit next to in science class. I think the biggest highlight and most obvious was Alisha. Alisha was the main reason that this last year was so fantastic. I really loved having somebody that I was so close with and I miss that. But who knows what will happen this year?

LOWLIGHTS: I'm sorry Nathaniel, I love him, but our relationship was AWFUL. He was probably the biggest reason behind those 10573 cries, 1512 outrages and 3844 happy moments. I never want to be "BFF" with somebody ever again because frankly, being that close with someone completely destroyed me, and possibly him. The other lowlight was Jon from England. Not his fault, he's nice and I like him, it's just he comes along and steals my mum away from me, of course I'm gonna hate him. Because now I'm alone, no "BFF", no mum, no brother... Oh well, at least now I can build on relationships that weren't doing too hot like the one with my dad or with friends that I never really talked to lately such as Jed, Simon and Jack.

What did I learn last year? Well I learned a lot about karma. All that treat others who you would like to be treated and junk that you were taught in primary but never actually believed was important. Turns out, it's very important. I also learned a lot about myself and about what I like and don't like in myself and in other people.

2008 = Pretty fantastic year with a couple of bad drawbacks.

2009 = This year, I would really like to work on repairing old relationships and building new ones with other people. We'll see how it goes, eh?