A clash of beliefs... A rage of emotions... An inbalance of ideals... What do you do when you realize that you and a close friend are thinking compleltely different about something, about each other. One of you is, one of you isn't. One of you wants it, one of you doesn't. One of you thought that, one of you didn't.
Okay, I shouldn't lie. I knew. I really, really knew. But I didn't realize that by knowing and that by ignoring I could hurt. I didn't realize what I was doing was wrong. I hurt you. I actually hurt you. For that, I am sorry.
I hope, I hope that one day you will forgive me and that we can put this behind us and be friends. I really want that. But, I suppose, before you can forgive me, I have to forgive myself. And I don't know how to do that.
You taught me a lesson. A lesson that will be probably be valuable to me throughout this coming year, and throughout the rest of my life. Somebody needed to teach me. Nobody could have or would have. But you did; thank you.
I really do honestly care about you. I am sorry that we didn't feel the same, but I am glad to have known you. One day, you will make a man very happy, and you should be proud.
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